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2 days ago I was going to write a text saying how my life changed in 8 months. And suddenly I became so happy and I stopped everything I was doing. I could write this text later but I didn't have reasons to do. Even almost 10 days after I feel needed doing it. Nobody has fault of my sadness, it's becoming normal into my life. Sometimes I feel I need to change a little bit, but I see people doing exactly what I do and being happy and I ask for myself what's my problem, what's my mistake? Two friends are helping me now so much, they're making me stronger and I never thought they could be so helpful and friendly. I'm listening Beatles and they can make me sad, but peaceful and good thoughts. I'm caring so much with stupid things I need to stop doing it. Anyway, I won't change the way I live for this. If I do, probably my future will be affected. I'll keep in this way and belive in the God who recently isn't giving me trust to put my faith in Him.