Random #2

Does she want create me like a coward? Like a fearful? I don't want this for my life, and I intend to create my children to protect themselves, their family and me. I know, one day, I'll can't do anything, I'll stay on my bed just waiting for the death. What can I do?! We are life time sentenced! We'll die in the end! Why do you worry so much about stay alive? Because I want to create my family, educate them and make sure they'll know how to educate their children! I didn't have the best example and I expect I'll do my best for my children and they'll be proud of me. I never cared so much for family but recently I feel necessity to be careful about this. 80 years from here, I expect see my children and grandchildren crying and talking to everyone I was the best. That's what I'm expecting for my future. I know, one day, I'll meet the right woman who won't leave me and will help me in my dream :)